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Restless

Running

Looking

I want to find that place, that safe place

How exciting it would be to settle, to have all i need in one place

Or to have all I need inside myself and have a safe place to share it.

Convoluted logic

But sometimes

Sometimes it feels like the pain is leaking, pouring out of me and if someone were to hold me close it would stem the flow for a while. 

Temporary relief.  

To be a HAVE instead of a HAVE NOT.